Be happy.

I always have this 'wow its a new year, i think I've grown up a little more' feeling every new year. Funny how i didn't have it this year. But I felt something this year. I wanted people around me to be happy. Even if i am not the reason. To be honest last time I wont bother if you are happy or sad. I mean its good if you're happy and I'll try to cheer you if you're sad. But this time, I just want them to be happy. I love everyone around me. (Or to be more precise, the ones that are by my side and never left, or as long as you love me haha.) But of course, I hope i will be one of the small reason that made you smile, or actually made a slight change in your life. I don't know how you feel about me, but bare in mind that, I love you even if it probably annoys you.


I am at this (sad? or whatever it is called) stage that if you're really nice to me I will really probably give my everything to you.
So please don't be nice to me if you don't plan to stay. I cant afford to lose anyone.


Have a goodnight, xx